"Soft Boiled Egg" by Ally Ang
Soft Boiled Egg
I have placed all my secrets in my bra
for safekeeping, where they stay sweet
and sticky like mochi. I feed them to you
in spoonfuls over the phone as we drift in
and out of silence. I think the dahlias
forgot to bloom this year, you say
as a way of saying nothing. How do I love
the things I cannot touch? I want to say it then,
but my guts are gently boiling, a soft yolk
of emotion cooking in my belly.
You say goodnight, and your voice rubs
against my clit like the seam of my jeans.
I reach for you, but you’re already gone.
There’s an itch in the crook
of my elbow where your head
used to rest.